Story of Inspiration

“I was on my way to work on a two wheeler one day when a trucked rammed into me and completely crushed my leg. It wasn’t the driver’s fault - there was a pillar which hindered his vision. People around immediately took me to the hospital and even though it happened around 9:30 am I was only operated upon at 5:30 pm. The doctors tried to save my leg but after a few days it got infected and I had to be amputated. When the doctor told me, I asked him ‘why did you take so long? I knew for a while that this would happen.’
What got me through this whole ordeal is acceptance - that this is my fate, now I can either choose to cry about it, or take it with a pinch of salt and push myself…I picked the latter. In fact when people used to come to visit me in the hospital and get emotional — I would tell them jokes to make them laugh!
So I took the physiotherapy, and began to learn how to walk all over again. My biggest fear was that I wouldn’t be able to play badminton which has been my passion since childhood — but somehow even while I was facing difficulty in walking…I could play. I began winning corporate badminton tournaments, and on the suggestion of one of my amputee friends decided to try out at a National Level. I went on to win several medals at the National level and, this year I won Silver in the Para Badminton World Championship held in England. I’ve trained for 5 hours a day, whilst juggling my job as a software engineer, almost completed my training in Scuba Diving and traveled pretty much all over India. When people ask me, ‘how do you do so much?’ I just ask one question — ‘what’s stopping you?’"

Why I Am Here?

why I am here? Nobody knows that. There is no way to know it, and there is no need to know it. This is a constant questioning - why am I here? This constant thirst for the why is not a disease It’s the activiness of the mind. No answer is going to satisfy you, because the why can be asked again. If I say "You are here because of this..." then why will be pushed back a little, that's all. You will again ask why I am here? well, this time you are here to read, I have no idea how you came here but you did that,so....Are you going to read?

Self Respect and Self Esteem are one of the assets to human beings. Self Respect builds inner love for ourselves and helps us to overcome our loneliness. Problem comes and goes, event comes and goes, but love and proud for ourselves success remains there when we have self respect and self esteem. It plays a very important role in our life to know what and how we are feeling at this moment. Whatever we are feeling right now, is the perfection reflection in the process of becoming what we are!. Be Happy, Clear your mind by removing waste and negative thoughts. Give space for positive and necessary thoughts which would help you to remain calm, cool, focused and relaxed at this particular moment.

The day you will stop giving love to people, life and nature, that would be the starting point of loneliness, hopeless, helpless and negative thoughts emitting inside your mind. No matter how much strong, successful, intelligent and prosperous you are, this would definitely make you down, low and unhappy. So spread love to everyone who comes on your way, it’s absolutely free.

Your whole world lies within you. The outer world is the manifestation of what is going on inside. Clean your inner world with love, light, prayers, happiness, peace and gratitude by forgiving your enemies, loving your neighbors more than yourself, sharing your positive thoughts, happiness, success, talking about ideas for living much better manner and not people. You would be amazed to see the world shaping with respect to what you were feeling within you. We are responsible and meant to live a magnificent life. The Power lies within you. Before activating the power switch which is on your heart, you need to forgive quickly and concentrate on how grateful you are for your parents, friends, love and life itself. When you wake up its your duty to give unconditional love, help, care, lose yourself in the service of others by taking self interest into consideration. Don’t think what others do, act and say, always travel on your path with your beliefs, loving and kindness to everyone coming on your way. Be happy for small things which would turn into bigger one someday. Have Patience and say to yourself something good going to happen today.
I don't know why I am here.

7 GREAT QUOTATIONS

1. If you born poor, its not your mistake, but if you die poor, its your mistake.
2. Born with personality is an accident, but dying in a personality is an achievement.
3. Your birth may be normal, but your death should be history.
4. Follow none, but learn from every one.
5. Practice like a devil, & play like an angel.
6. Do or die is an old concept, do it before die is a new concept.
7. Like all, trust few.

Limite of Imagination has No Limite

The best part about we being a human being is, we can transform anyhow, we can cross the limits of imagination, we can see, feel, & experience the invisible things with the power of heart & mind. We can achieve peace, reduce anger, be lovable & think clearly with the help of meditation. We can bless, love, forgive people & make things happen the way we want them to be.

We are master piece of the universe. The world acts & gives with respect to your thoughts & actions. So work hard & try to improve yourself so that someone in need would get your valuable advice & he would be able to travel with courage, determination, fearless & walks on right path. Be the change & spread knowledge to people which would help them to get rid of problems & get aware of the power which we have within us. We all need each other in our life to pursue our dreams. Let’s hold our hands & be one.

SELF REFLECTION- A MESSAGE FOR ALL PEOPLE

It is time to see aside our differences, and unite for a true cause.In this self-reflection message one could have spent a full month writing and re-writing this reflecting image of a person, so that not a single word would go to waste.
The Barber:

I'm sorry but I don't want to be an emperor. That's not my business. I don't want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each others' happiness, not by each others misery. We don't want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men souls; has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge as made us cynical; our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost. The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in man; cries out for universal brotherhood; for the unity of us all.

Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world, millions of despairing men, women, and little children, victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people. To those who can hear me, I say "Do not despair." The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed, the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish.

Let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world, a decent world that will give men a chance to work, that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfill their promise. They never will! Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfill that promise! Let us fight to free the world! To do away with national barriers! To do away with greed, with hate and intolerance! Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men happiness.


"The Great Dictator"

Soldiers! Don't give yourselves to brutes, men who despise you and enslave you; who regiment your lives, tell you what to do, what to think and what to feel! Who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder! Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men---machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have a love of humanity in your hearts! You don't hate! Only the unloved hate; the unloved and the unnatural.

Soldiers! Don't fight for slavery! Fight for liberty! '' The kingdom of God is within man", not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people, have the power, the power to create machines, the power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure. Then in the name of democracy, let us use that power.

Let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world, a decent world that will give men a chance to work, that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfill their promise. They never will! Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfill that promise! Let us fight to free the world! To do away with national barriers! To do away with greed, with hate and intolerance! Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men happiness.

In the name of democracy, let us all unite!

He was a comedian not for the money, but to spread smiles and happiness. Charlie should be celebrated.

Simulations Of God:The Science Of Belief-by Dr John Lilly

In our own particular ways each of us creates a god as a model of his own DNA, RNA code, of his own genetic structure, of his own family, of his own self. One tends to add to this god simulations devised by others long ago-and recorded by individuals or groups or organizations. No one can know securely where we came from, where I came from, where you came from. No one can know securely who his parents are or were. We must exist as if real in a world that we were precipitated into without ballast. The entity that gave rise to us, our structure, our central nervous system, in all its fine detail, its coding, the orders for building it, the ways it was built, the sperm and the egg combined to create it in the womb of the mother, continuous generation of life on the surface of the planet in the form of the mammal, and of the mammal, the anthropoid, and of the anthropoid, the human, which is us.

We are part of the universe trying to describe itself and the rest of the universe. When one looks inside and sees himself, there is nothing. Feedback is complete in the void; however, there is a sense of being, consciousness, a state of being I am, I am that, I am it, which finally leads one to a variety of apparatus commonly called the human body. We are assigned either a male or a female body and hence the roles we must play with our neighbors are those of a male or a female.
In order to escape the incessant pressures of day-to-day persistence while still performing effectively in our roles, we create gods, and we worship these gods But the peculiar clarity, the crystal clear consciousness of a self that exists, and that ceases at death are not to be explained by any simulation. I AM, MY BODY IS, THE EXTERNAL WORLD IS a particular configuration as of this particular date, time, trips around the sun, past history.

However, I am independent of the machine, the bio computer, the brain, and the body in which I live: somehow I don't quite know, nor did any of the ancient philosophers know, how one's particular consciousness inhabited a particular configuration of atoms and molecules. As we change the molecules, the consciousness and the realities of that consciousness change. Somehow the realities of the situation, the determinacy which generates the reality, are in the structure of the particular assemblage, molecules, crystals, liquid crystals, conductors, lasers, masers, which make up the body. As we discover inside ourselves how we are built, so we can build outside ourselves simulations of ourselves. (We say this is certain or determinate.) We then can produce, can create from the raw materials of the mother earth planet very peculiar forms- solid state, liquid state, gas state, gel state, and so forth, replications, models, simulations of ourselves, extensions of ourselves. We move about with them, we become mobile with them. We use the energy, the entropic energy of dead mammals, of dead plants, on a network of interrelated and interconnected lines of communication in a huge hive of human activities.
However, if one were to orbit the planet in a space capsule, he would realize that this is a very thin film, a macromolecular configuration of humans distributed very sparsely in relation to the size of the entire surface. He would realize also that most of the surface is not an earth-air interface but a water-air interface. Most of the surface is inhabited by mammals superior to us in certain ways, be it in a particular mobility or in a motivation more concentrated on their particular necessities.

The dolphins, the porpoises and the whales have brains and bodies far superior to ours for use in the sea and far inferior to ours for use on the land. We who live on the land-feather less bipeds, with columns within our bodies to keep us upright against gravity-do not know the simulations of ourselves which would be possible if we were immersed in liquid of a density comparable with our own density, as are the dolphins, the porpoises and, the whales twenty-four hours a day, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, day and night, blackness and light, deepness and shallows, away from the land, close to the land-a very different environment from New York City, from London, from Paris, wherever.

We assume that we can talk about our consciousness, our altered states of consciousness, our simulations of God and indeterminacy; however, in order to appreciate what I am talking about, you must directly experience your own simulations, your simulations of yourself, the fakeries that we place in the place of ourselves."I am not my opinion of me" is one of the exercises we have assigned to groups. "I am only as mall program in an immense space that contains billions of programs. I am only one among many, the part of the whole."
Humility starts within one's own structure. One is not one's whole structure. One is only an inhabitant of that structure.

We attempt to subsume in our belief systems a complete picture of reality, of the universe, of God, as if we knew it all. Of course this is false. We are proud of our knowledge and ashamed of our ignorance. We should have neither shame nor pride in regard to our knowledge. Our knowledge just is. Our ignorance just is. If we can shed all preconceptions including the psychoanalytic ones and think of ourselves in terms of our structure, of our quantum mechanics, of our quantum mechanical minimum possible operators, minimum possible observers, minimum possible choosers, minimum possible others, we can then build up a structure, an analog, a metaphor of ourselves which is more in keeping with what is actually there. Once a structure begins to recognize its own structure, then it can become conscious in a way that was not possible before it was aware it was a structure. A computer that begins to think in terms of its own software and its hardware reaches the boundary between software and hardware and begins to see that pure consciousness is a state of High Indifference. It will not take sides, punish, or reward; it will be totally neutral~neutral reinforcement, which is neither negative reinforcement nor positive reinforcement. Neutral reinforcement is where it is at.

We bio computers have finally devised those computers outside ourselves which tell us who we are. We are the neutral observer, the neutral operator in a bio computer who does not care about reward or punishment, who cares only about neutral reinforcement. The state of high computational indifference is amazing. When in that state one can become ecstatic, logically, rationally ecstatic; one can become angry, logically, rationally angry; one can become sexually aroused, logically, rationally sexually aroused, and so on, all within the confines of total computation and rationality. This state is the next level of evolution of that organism from which I speak--as a so-called Homo sapiens.

If you don’t know, then ask me.
If you don’t agree, then argue with me.
If you don’t like, then say it to me.
But don’t start judging me silently.

Something of what I write wanted to share

Something of what I write .. wanted to share :D

1. Why do we choose to take a revenge?

When our hearts are generous enough to forgive

2. Why do we support the war?

When we can release the caged doves

3. Why do we choose to cry?

When we look charm when we smile

4. Why why do we choose to lie?

When we can just tell the truth

5. Why do we choose to be gray

When we have the option to be colorful

6. Why do we choose to taste the bitterness?

When we can simply add some sugar

7. Why do we choose to hate???

When we were created to love

INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to'get over him'after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawing sand writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words"I love you"is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple'Hi'can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their'prettier'friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

Think Green, Save Tree

The strongest way to protect environment is save tree. Trees are one of the main creations of God that play an important  role to keep air clean. If there will be no fresh air available then how human beings, animals, and birds survive; therefore, a clean environment is the need for every living object on this earth. Planting a tree can stop the sea level from rising, the ice cap from melting and hurricanes from intensifying. It also confirms the notion that planting more tree in tropical rainforests could help slow global worming worldwide. There are many thing you can do to save trees.

1.      Plant as much trees as possible.

2.      Do not cut tree until there is an extreme need.

3.      Prefer paperless communication instead of using paper.

4.      Make use of internet and mobile phone to promote paper less communication.

5.      Online examination system should be preferred instead of taking exam on paper.

6.      Minimize the use of paper towel. In the place of paper towel, one can use clothes towel or handkerchief.

7.      Make sure any paper you buy (toilet rolls, tissue paper, writing paper) comes from recycled sources.

8.      Re-use wrapping paper, wrapping paper is hard to recycle.

9.       When you print an email, please re-cycle it. Paper is renewable and recyclable.

Please share and invite your friends to read

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I am just me, just as a average person you see on the street.I find inspiration has helped me cope with many things in my life. Creating this blog has also helped me deal with many of life's struggles and challenges. I've always been drawn to inspiration. Many of the story and life experience I post reflect a part of my life... be it my past or the future. When reading positive comments it encourages me and for that I am very grateful. Keep *Smiling* & *Always* Believe In Yourself.

Though I write here on this blog, it is not just mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine.Thank you Everyone!

Just a note to be respectful to one another. We don't have to share each others beliefs nor do we have to agree with each other. We are entitled to our own beliefs. We are all beautiful souls and it's a big world out there. We come from all walks of life and if you see something that is offensive to you that it isn't intended to be..  Live, Love,Laugh.

When any inspirational story I find searching the internet, I post here and will give the writer credit. If the writers name is not present then its unknown. I do not own the pictures unless stated.

I like to keep this blog real. Every now and then I will throw in some laughter because to me that is good medicine. Sometimes I'll share my life experience too. I'm not a deeply religious person but that does not mean I don't believe. I believe that we should all be treated equal and that no one should judge anyone in a negative manner! That's just me.

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The Conflicting Emotion

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip. I remembered the saying of Mother Teresa “The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.” It’s seems to me very true….well, bringing any new thought again, let you read, my story, yes it’s mine….mirror of self reflection, my mirror image or maybe it’s your mirror image, find it…..the real image of me or may be it’s your mirror image….. The conflicting emotion of real and mirror image…..

I think one of the hardest things we do in life is putting ourselves back out there after we've been hurt. I have only been in love with one person. That person destroyed me. I mean, it's scary enough falling in love, but to pick the pieces up from my last relationship and decide I'm ready to try it again, is even scarier. There is no question in my mind that I'm falling in love with NG. She is everything I need and everything I want. She is just as scared as I am though. Maybe even more. I've definitely had more healing time than she has and I understand where she is coming from. I don't want to be in love with someone who isn't going to want me. Or who is just going to hurt me. I'm tired of that.

I cannot imagine my life without NG right now. She's one of my best friends. Whenever we're together, we always stay up so late talking. And I love that. What's better than sharing your fears and secrets with someone you care about, while having a smile on your face? If this doesn't work out, I think I'll be okay with that. But right now, it's new and exciting and she's all I want.
That's all. Just wanted to let you all know that things are looking up and I'm happy. Really happy.

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If Only I Knew

We breathe in an uncertain world. When we leave home in the morning, we assume we will return in the evening. When we say goodbye to loved ones, we take it for granted we will see them again. We presume they know we love them, so maybe we don't say the words as often as we should. Unfortunately, we fail to consider the mortal reality that this may not be the case...until it's too late. Tomorrow does not always come.

I have to find things that give me pain and turn them into things that become a pleasure. Never let a sin go by without catching on and saying sorry to the one you hurt. Don't wait until it is too late. That is wise advice, but I'd like to add that we should also keep short accounts with every person who is in the circle of our lives. We never know when life will be dramatically changed... sometimes lastingly.

Look at the mirror to see the reflection about it. Don't allow the misgivings of "if only I knew" to be the final marker in your life. Be quick to love. Speed up to be kind. Take the time to make someone feel special. Be quick to forgive and realize in relationships there are two people, don't hold back.

Freely give hugs and kisses, and may “I love you" be often on your lips.

This post is dedicated to all of the people in my life that I love and hold close in my heart.  And to you the only that seizes my heart in a way I never thought possible. Some of you may be aware of some of the quotes; all of them are special, just as all of you are special to me.

If only I knew I would never hear your voice again. I would treasure your every word every intonation in your voice, with all of my heart. If only I knew this was our last hug, I would hold you tight and hope to never let you go. If only I knew this was the last time the very last time I would see you I would take the time to treasure everything about you. If only I knew that disagreements did not mean a lack of love. I would have been hurt less often. If only I knew Tomorrow was not coming I would ask you to forgive me for any wrong I may have done to you. If only I knew this as our final kiss, I would use it to tell you that you are the love of my life. If only I knew I could never share another day with you, I would make the most of every second.
I plan to add more, I hope you enjoy.

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Speaking For Myself

I am not criticizing anyone in particular here, just saying, don't rush to judgment. It is not always cut and dried. Sometimes there are factors the come into play that is not evident and for the sake of time and space I don't post. I write to express myself, not to gain fans or sympathy. I only write to express myself. That is it.


Maybe I am over sensitive. Maybe I should try to grow a thicker skin. I don't know how I can because I have always been this way. It just seems that sometimes people jump in too quickly and assume the worst of me. I am not a child or a dimwit. Sometimes the things people say are cold and uncalled for. Sometimes people miss the point entirely. Is it up to me to fill everyone in on all the details? I have been here 3 months. In that time many things have happened. A newcomer couldn't possibly know or understand what has transpired before. I know that and certainly understand. But when is it my turn to say, enough!!

I have been around the block a few times. I'm not a kid. I'm not wet behind the ears. I have lived and yet sometimes I feel that people think they are talking to a kid when they address me. They give advice that is off base, does not apply to me or is completely ignorant of all the facts.

I don't want to change the world or straighten anyone out. I just write. I put my musings on line. Is that wrong? Do you write or do you just read others stories and comment? I don't mean that to be judgmental because to each his own, but those of us who muse publicly are putting ourselves out there and open to the naysayers. It takes guts to write. Not everyone can. It takes a certain devil may care attitude to put it all out there. Then someone comes along and calls you names and tries to knock you down. It's not what blogspot is about.

I don't comment on many posts, maybe because I am afraid I will say the wrong thing. Maybe because I know each post is personal and tells someone’s secrets or heart and soul. I want to protect the sanctity of those posts, not judge them or soil them.

There are many types of individuals on blogspot. Some people here have ideas that I find amusing and some are just plain off the wall. I see people fussing over silly things and getting paranoid and needy. I won't go down that road here. I have enough troubles in my real life that I deal with…. If you can't read my posts and accept them for what they are, my feelings at the moment that I wrote it, then, you are not going to like me very much. I don't expect you to wrap your head around my moods or meanings, but please take them for what they are, post on a website. My life doesn't depend on it and yours shouldn't either. Play nice, please.

A Letter For My Girl Friend

You can break me down into a million little pieces and I will get up, put myself back together and still be 10x stronger than you! What appears to be the end may really be a new beginning, so sit back, smile, and wait for the new to arrive! The people who have walked out of our lives do not deserve the right to control your future love me without fear, trust me without wondering, love me without restrictions, want me without demand, accept me how i am or watch me as I go. I’m stronger than all this.

One of the hardest things you’ll ever have to do is stop loving someone because she is not loving you. Every time I see you my heart still skip a beat, and then I realize that you are not mine. You will always have a place in my heart, but I must move on.Why can’t I let go? Why can’t I get you out of my head? Why do i keep hearing\seeing your name? Why do I still love you? :) I saw you once and got a crush. I saw you again and melted in your hand. I saw you walk away and my heart was crushed and stayed faded till this day. Sometimes endings are opportunities you can’t be with someone knowing your still in love with the person that always going to have your heart and always did from the start wants to know.

How can you say you love someone & then just throw them away like their nothing anymore? Neither the prettiest nor the smartest and don’t have the perfect physique but I do have a HEART!!! I feel you in my spirit and I see you in my dreams, there are so many memories and I have not been the same it seems. We will be together for now in my dreams. Yea, I’m having one of those. If I ever do something dumb like fall in love again, SHOOT ME! It’s not what you do or say, it’s what you don’t. Someday you’ll see that I was the one who loved you the most. Chinese Proverb: If you love it let it go, if it comes back to you it’s yours. What happens if two people say the same thing? Not all people who’s IN-LOVE with each other needs relationship and not all people who have relationships LOVE each other.

I’m sorry for being your friend, I’m sorry I bothered you, I’m sorry if I embarrassed you, I’m sorry I’m still in love with you. After all the late nights and good times, when everyone else has moved on, you will remember the one. Who loved you but they won’t be standing here anymore. Wonders, what went wrong. We were happy and everything then one day. Everything went wrong and there was nothing to do but give up, and try to move on. All I can do is laughing it off because in the end, you were just a joke! I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss you, I’d be lying if I said I don’t want you, and I’d be lying if I said I don’t still love you so very much. You hide the tears with that fake smile that everyone believes, but inside you’re about to burst into tears.

Too often we get hurt the worst because we let someone take up so much of our heart that when they leave; There’s barely enough left to beat. At some point in our lives, a person comes along that gently dismantles our walls. And sometimes, that same person is the reason you will build them back up. I’m tired of staying awake and crying over what we had and you thinking it is nothing. So I’m done. You just lost an amazing person. No matter how I wish it, the pain will never go away. Never take those you love for granted because one day they might be gone when you need them the most. You never know what you have until it’s gone. When I lost you I realized I lost of piece of me. A piece that made me who I am today. A piece that always made me happy. And that is you. If I died today would you regret all the yesterdays you could have spent with me?

Everything happens for a reason, although we may not understand it at the time, if you hang in there, all the pieces will eventually fall where they belong feeling like they is last on a list of choices. What you do does sometimes speak louder than words. Someday you are going to wake up and realize that you had every single thing you ever wanted. You were just too stupid to notice it, until I walked away! Falling in love is the easy part. What happens after not always so easy? It’s hard to let go of someone who has touched your life but it hurts more to say goodbye to someone who was never yours yet changed your life. I see a shiny star high in the sky looking down upon us… and i just know it’s you there looking down on us. Basically the worst feeling in the world is finding out the one you love loves someone else. Doesn’t understand its feelings.There is no guy worth crying over.

The only one that is will be the one that won’t make you cry. Sometimes, if you TRULY love somebody, you gotta let them go their own way, and if it’s TRUE love, it WILL find its way back to you. Don’t Fall For! Something that isn’t willing to catch you. I can hold back my tears and hide them with a smile but I can’t hide that hole in my heart. I must be stupid to still love you! LOVE takes effort & acceptance, it won’t always B a happy ride, but the circumstances are too complicated for you both to be together. The mind may not always remember but the heart never forgets. My heart never forgot YOU. I remain strong and my mind is at ease. Then just one thought or one memory crosses my mind, and the strength I had slips away.

Ever look around and notice that almost everyone has someone? And then you look in the mirror, and what do you see? Yourself just yourself. So I smile sometimes to hide my feelings but they want to explode. I wonder if I would ever feel the love I once had, maybe I will maybe I won’t, who knows. The saddest Love is to Love someone, to know that they want you and you want them. Says it’s not up to me anymore. If you want me in your life then you find a way to put me there. Until then I’ll keep my silence. I think of you, I just can’t talk to you. I miss you, I just can’t admit it. I need you, I just can’t show you. I love you, I just can’t tell you. The word “SORRY” only means something if you’re NOT going to do it again! If someone does NOT see you in their future, maybe it’s time to put them in your past.

Says the difference between being single and being married is like asking yourself if you’d rather be lonely or annoyed. I’ll continue to love you, even if you have moved on to another time. True love is when you will do anything for the person you love even if it means you can’t be with that person. Sometimes walking away is the only option. Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on. Whoever said time heals all is full of shit. Your heart only becomes strong enough to endure it! looking up at the sky, hoping you are looking back down, miss you and love you with all my heart. When you see me look away it’s because I don’t want my eyes to tell what my heart is afraid to say. I love it when you call me !

I tried to love you in every situation but it became too much. So now you want me around again but you pushed me too far away. You can push me away if that’s what you want; I will let you go, but please don’t ask me to stop loving you. Because that’s just too much to ask. I’m scared because I don’t want anyone else to have your heart i don’t want anyone else to kiss your lips I don’t want anyone else to be in your arm. I will never hate you. Even when you hate me, even when you don’t stand up for me, even when you ignore me, even when you hurt my heart so much. When we make choices. We have to live with them I am living my life the best I can I will never regret the time that we shared I just regret the pain I have. I buried you somewhere deep down. So I know your still there. But the soil above is my land and my reign.

says: “Fear is all about attachment. We fear losing what we are attached to, because all things are temporary. Only unconditional love can overcome fear.” Just wondered if I cross your mind half as much as you cross mine. You keep pushing me further and further out of the picture; someday you will look for me and find me gone.
I want to be alright without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, and I just want to stop lying to myself. You've been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it's time to let you go. It's time I stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it's time I think about myself for a change. It's time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. It's time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.

I decided to stop writing to you, not even a simple ''Hello, How are you''. But I'm burning inside; I'm burning like nuclear reaction, melting my very being from inside out. I've never missed so much any one before as I missed you these days.

You will always be my favorite part

A Story That Changed My Life

I’m rewriting a story I have read some day ago. Well, you can find it on the internet. As a checked I found around 800 instance of the story on Google. But then again, Google removes duplicates and so there will be more. I just checked yahoo and then find about thirty thousand of a key phrase of the story.
I get into any ranting and philosophizing I’m about to give you that’s more like it. Here’s the story

                                A story that changed my life
Steve is the manager of a restaurant. He is always in a good mood. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply, “I am feeling good enough for two people!”Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs, so they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant.

Why?

Because Steve was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Steve was always there, telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.
Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Steve and asked him: “I don’t get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?”

Steve replied, “Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood.

I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be victim or I can choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life.”

“But it’s not always that easy,” I protested.

“Yes it is,” Steve said. “Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk every situation is a choice.
You choose how you react to situations.
You choose how people will affect your mood.
You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood.
It’s your choice how you live your life.”

Several years later, I heard that Steve accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business. He left the back door of his restaurant open.

And then?

In the morning, he was robbed by three armed men.

They want?
While Steve trying to open the safe box, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Steve was found quickly and rushed to the hospital.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Steve was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Steve about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, “I am feeling good enough for two people. Want to see my scars?”

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. “The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door,” Steve replied. “Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or could choose to die. I chose to live.”

“Weren’t you scared?” I asked.

Steve continued, “The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expression on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read ‘He’s a dead man.’ I knew I needed to take action.”

“What did you do?” I asked.

“Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me,” said Steve. “She asked if I was allergic to anything. ‘Yes,’ I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, ‘Bullets!’

Over their laughter, I told them, ‘I am choosing to live. Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead’.”

Steve lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.
I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it. The only thing that is truly yours – that no one can control or take from you – is your attitude, so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.Wanna Read Another story "Story Of A Baby"

SOME TIME

First of all, going in deep, ask yourself do you love me? If you aren't sure or even have the slightest bit of doubt in your mind, then why you trying so hard to make sure that I really love you? If you do love me, then you just have to put your faith in me and I will return your love for you.
Well, There is no any real way to tell you that I’m really in love with you rather I would tell you how I really feel about you. It's almost one and half months when I started noticing you in our class and I observed you so closely that I remember everything about you and I found out, we are both similar in every aspect of our life, and we have many things in common. I hope you are aware about it.
I’m writing this because I’ve had you on my mind I just wanted to tell you that I like you. I like your beautiful smile, your pretty eyes and just everything about you. When you first spoke to our class about creating a class blog, keep me interested and focused on you so much that I was always trying to know more and more about you and wanted to get close to you, wanted to be your friend, at least, a temporary place to know you more. I would like to see more of you. I do not know how to express or analyze the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart; I can honestly say I am truly in love with you. You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, and my love for you have increased in yesterday evening when you said you love to be Nepalese, Indeed! It would increase the loving association.
I love you so dearly that are beyond all expression, except in some great poem which I cannot write. You are more wonderful and lovely in my eyes.
Sujit Plus
Before you judge someone, try walking in their shoes for a mile. That way, when you judge them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes..