Life is chance

I don't think there's a certain standard in how people should live their lives. It's what everyone feels comfortable with doing and what makes them happy, as long as they're not out there committing some type of crime that could hurt other people who cares?
To start out, my life is basically made up of lies from relatives, friends, so called gods, and everyone else. I've never been an outgoing person, I've been myself and no one seems to accept that. I live in a city with no real friends. I have no goals in my life, and nothing to look forward to. I struggle to get out of bed every day, for lack of purpose. It's not like I strive for these things, they just happen. I've had no real girlfriends, or just friends, who treat me as an equal and not some punching bag with no feelings, so I compensate with blogging.
Whenever I attempt something new in my life, it comes back and slashes me like the keenest sword across my bare chest, then the ridiculing starts. Over the years I believe I've created a shield of social emotion lessens, adding to my awkwardness with people. Whenever I try starting conversations with new people, I am unable to express the way I can express on paper and ruin any hope of a connection. I need help, because I'm afraid of what I'll do when I can't talk anymore.
Some day ago I posted same story on my facebook page and She laughs and tells me You can fall, you can lose, and you can suffer. Your love or your health can be lost but until you are alive, you have a chance to stand up again, to harmonies your indulgence, to won back, to heal, to find the true love. Well, I remembered it written here for you all to read; there would be a lot more to say only I feel I am taking too much space here. I will write my full story someday when I'll feel I have all the pieces of the puzzle. Indeed, Life is a chance! Don’t forget it.

Moving on

Letting go doesn't mean giving up,it means moving on. It is one of the hardest stuff a person can do. We feel that letting go is giving up. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
It is all defined by time. The obligation you have thought might not be the obligation.It happens that you concentrate on one way and your life, time and tide drag you to other ways.That is what the life is where expected rarely happens ,where as unexpected happens frequently in life.Your mission, You can't define it now if you run for it, it is similar as with those who run after making money. So, get yourself out from estimate, dream and illusions and wait for what your life is going to give you. You will be surprised to see the difference when you come to know the actual truth of your mission. Even I did some time back and each and everyone does. This is the TRUTH.