I don't want to stop making mistakes

I don't want to control the life, I don't want to control myself. I don't want to stop making mistakes, only want to learn from it.I lead my life by being myself, without controlling my happiness, others, my future, my hormones.I just let things happens spontaneously and they will come.

Sometimes I need to take a break about things that I can't change in this moment, try to understand the reasons and with other eyes see the situation differently, perhaps better. Today I woke up with hundreds thoughts, feeling like to solve all of them, without giving time to think 2, 3 times before doing anything. However I know what I need, I have to be patient, calm and sleep another night, because at the moment I can’t change it. I know tomorrow it will be a better day.