Monday, August 8, 2011

I’m sorry to be your boyfriend

I’m sorry to be your boyfriend, Now of course I can’t be too angry, because you did everything in the name of being with me and, although I hate to say it, I hate to share things with my friend but due to you now I am in hepatic in front of my friend. Plus, you did redeem yourself completely.

Beep Beep, please don’t ever think of this as being a “you vs. other” situation because it never has been. You were my first love. Savvy. Successful. For years I didn’t think anyone could compete, but you made it clear I wasn’t for you. But everyone needs to be loved back at some point and I guess I never loved you as according to you. Don’t wait for me, who loves you back. I’m sorry if he (Beep Beep) made you realize you had buried feelings for me.

By the way, this is not just stuff I’m typing because I’m mad. Most of what is written on here; I have talked with myself because I am alone without you, but don't care it , just get over it. Really it’s not that hard. And if you find that there is no light at the end of your tunnel, go get some help. Be a “real” Girl

I don't speak only in my name; I hope I achieve to represent a part existing in every one of us. It's part of a kind of mission that I'm evolved in. To manifest, attract a reality that I expect from others. I realize how important our impact has on the future and have to deal with the inherited responsibility and being myself has helped me gain a better understanding that I was not born to follow and I am not sure I was born to lead, but what I am sure is that I was born to fight my way through life and win. I don't blame anyone for even I didn't care to understand the real me. Thanks to you that made me realize the importance of being oneself. Take good care of yourself

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